Below are the 4 most recent journal entries recorded in Erich's LiveJournal:

Thursday, January 23rd, 2003
9:51 am	The point is That it hurts her worse. The thing is, I don't actually hate her. It used to be that I enjoyed annoying her. But now instead of being annoyed, she gets angry. At first I was flabergasted by her anger. I didn't understand. But then I DID understand... And we all know I am a cold bastard. It just seems much more fun to do now that she gets angry. Is it wrong of me? Is it not wrong of her to be angry over such minor issues as our relationship and the way it makes HER feel? Has she no life outside of you? No other distractions? Does that not make you feel trapped? Forced? Eh, what do I know. We all have our sins. I just wish she would fess up to hers a bit more often. And no, she doesn't "deserve" a pleasant fiancee. She deserves you as you are. Try to remember that. (Comment on this)
Friday, January 10th, 2003
4:46 pm	Azure "I will find you," he whispered in my ear. "I promise. If I must endure two hundred years of purgatory, two hundred years without you -- then that is my punishment, which I have earned for my crimes. For I have lied, and killed, and stolen, betrayed and broken trust. But there is one thing that shall lie in the balance. When I stand before God, I shall have one thing to say, to weigh against the rest." His voice dropped, nearly to a whisper, and his arms tightened around me. "Lord, ye gave me a rare woman, and God! I loved her well." ~Diana Gabaldon (Comment on this)
3:05 pm	Where my mind is today... "I want to hold you hard to me and kiss you, and never let you go. I want to take you to my bed and use you like a whore, 'til I forget that I exist. And I want to put my head in your lap and weep like a child." From Outlander by Diana Gabaldon I looked for that quote for over an hour. I finally found it. And that really sums up how I feel today... about you. Current Mood: melancholy (Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 8th, 2003
3:43 am	Wild As The Wind My Blue Girl: The song I sang you this morning on the way home from the grocery store... Garth Brooks Wild As The Wind Johnny grew up On the dark side of the law Livin' in the shadow Of the light He never saw Rosie came 'round In the way that True love does Just when you're Lookin' elsewhere For the thing That never was Wild as the wind Wild as the wind is Wild as the wind is love Wild as the wind Wild as the wind is Wild as the wind is love So they team up And they travelled On thier way Lookin' for forever For every yesterday She brings him hope In the way that Angels do Takin' him to heaven In ways he never knew Wild as the wind Wild as the wind is Wild as the wind is love Wild as the wind Wild as the wind is Wild as the wind is love Wild as the wind Every so often He gets a stray look In his eye She knows how To hold him Without ever askin' why Wild as the wind Wild as the wind is Wild as the wind is love Current Mood: loved (Comment on this)